1. |
Is It My Body?
02:46
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Is it my body
Or the way I talk?
Is it my mind
Or is it my thought?
Am I stupid
Or am I just dumb?
Is it my body?
Is it my laughter
Or is it my past?
Is it the things you don't wanna ask?
Am I lonely
Or with a gun?
Is it my body?
I'm poisoning myself
But I can't fucking stop.
I wish I could fix myself.
I need some fucking help.
I wish I could fix myself
I wish I could fix myself
I wish I could fix myself
I wish I could
Fix
My
Self
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2. |
Her Name Was 'Love'
03:50
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(Thandie Newton)
"I don't even believe in God, but I'm gonna thank Her tonight"
Spray painted her name on the corner alley
Put a purple heart right by the side
Connected dots to the rainbow valley
Her glare struck me between the eyes
She was every shape and size
Lips and thighs
Eyes blue, green, and brown
I was shocked, stunned surprised
I leaned in close and whispered
Oh
My name is Love
Oh
Her name was Love
She was missing in her prime
She had stayed inside from fear
She'd been beaten stabbed and shot
They left her to die and they left her to rot
She grew back like a lizard tale
And only fought with a smile
We told Earth of the things she'd done
And she whispered, and she cried
Oh
My name is Love
Oh
Her name was Love
For every broken heart we sing a song
For every broken song we share Her love
Her name was Love
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Do I worry you?
Do I frighten you?
Don't you like the way it feels?
You are safe with me, unless
You don't want to be
Don't bite too hard or you might bleed
On
Don't lie to me
I'm who you want to be with
Time is running out
But you don't wanna stop
Don't take your eyes off of me
Now's the chance for you, to do
What you want to do
Don't you worry about me
Don't lie to me
I'm who you want to be with
Don't lie
Don't lie
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4. |
Swirling
03:19
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I'm finding out a lot about me
Where my thoughts come from
But in the end there's only burning
A calling out from above
Help me out
I am swirling
Put too much out there about me
I'm not that nice
I am swirling
Get too close you'll know this
About me, yeah
I pretend that I'll be better
But the truth is I don't know
I can only lie for the better
And see where my mouth will go
I feel I could become a monster
If the ingredients were right
Knowing the truth is always better
It takes the sting out of the bite
I don't want to know
What's inside my
Help me out
I am swirling
Down to Hell and back again
I feel like I've become a monster
I feel like I've become a monster
I feel like I've become a monster
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5. |
I'm Not Running Away
02:40
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Well I'm not looking for your own personal excuse
For killing yourself
I'm searching through and growing and
Never growing old
Through thought and feeling
And chasing what I'm dreaming and I
Don't wanna hear it
And I know what I'm doing is stupid
I've been told and I've read it
In every fucking book so you can
Think what you'd like
But I could never stay here
I have to be a failure before
I can succeed at all in my life
I'm not running away
No I'm jumping up
And making a change
I'm not running away
I'm not giving up
Let me make my mistakes
Nothing comes easy
Not even leaving happily
I'm never gonna go if I don't go now and
Yeah it's pretty scary I'm not sleeping steadily
I have no money I don't know what I'm doing, But
Everybody seems pretty happy for me
I didn't think this would be so easily accepted
But now I'm leaving college, my future has started
And I have no prospects but I'll do the most with my time
I'm not running away
No I'm jumping up
And making a change
I'm not running away
I'm not giving up
I'll make my mistakes
Don't you try to make me scared
If you don't think I'm not already
You're unaware
Don't you think I've put some thought into this?
Don't you think I am smarter than this?
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6. |
Ghost
09:57
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Part 1
It's true what they say
About my life
It's true what they say
Hides behind my eyes
If I could be seen
By anyone but you
What would I do?
What would I do?
I'm a ghost
To everyone but you.
Part 2
Someday you'll feel blue
Someday you won't know what to do
Someday you;ll feel fine
And you'll forget all about me
One day you'll feel blue
One day you'll feel sick and guilty too
One day you'll go blind
But that blindness is just me
You can't see
I'm your ghost
One day you'll see the sun
One day your life won't seem like so much fun
One day you will lose
But you'll feel me
How can you say
That I should quit?
This is not my responsibility
How can you say
That I don't fit
Into your routine?
I'm your ghost
Was this always your plan?
To turn me into the shell of a man?
You really put me out
The day you buried me in the ground
I'm your Ghost
Part 3
Wait
I only ever wanted to die
I never wanted to hurt you
I wanted a better goodbye
Wait
I only wanted you to see
All the things I could never be
But I turned it inside out
This was never my plan
To turn into a worse man
Only ever wanted you
Turned into the ghost of what I shouldn't do
I'll leave
Just as soon as you're ready for me
As soon as our love has run out
Than the sooner my love will be free
This was never my plan
To turn into a worse man
Only ever wanted you
Turned into the ghost of what I shouldn't do
I'm your ghost
I'm yours
I'm yours.
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Nick Earl Cleveland, Ohio
Born in Cleveland, Ohio. Actor, musician, artist, author, pretentious. Star of the films Sincerely, Me, The Colours of Desire, and The Good Bad Guys.
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